Well, it’s come to this for Papa. Whereas, once the year 2000, the start of a new century, seemed far off, there is a new calendar year setting a goal for me. I remember that in 1988 the year 2000 seemed way too far over the horizon. However, it was a dream goal back then. Fresh off my quadruple heart by-passes I thought I could vigilantly exercise and eat a sawdust diet to live for another twelve years. That dream of self discipline faded sometime in 1989. Missing a few days, weeks, months of dedicated physical effort got me back to reality. I’d need some luck to see 2000.
Luck must have kicked into high gear at some point because a new goal recently was set for me. It arrived in the US mail. I received a letter from the state of Oregon. Due to a VA disability finding I am eligible for free state park admission. One thing stood out to me immediately. Its 2035 expiration date. That tidbit finally brought a hard truth home to me: we are no longer in the 20th century. Even though it was a goal of sorts writing the date with a 20 still feels uncomfortable. I’m a 1950’s guy. Long term didn’t reach out this far for me, much less 2035. But, that’s a new expiration date. A new goal. (Not necessarily for me but at least for a card of paper.)
Free. Free anything sure got Papa’s attention. Even admission to state parks. The question now is how many times will the pass be used? Will it be torn with jagged edges tucked inside my wallet on the table next to my death bed? Or, will it be in pristine condition in the glove compartment of my car? Before it is too late I aim to find a state park and enter it for free. As life fritters away it is essential to have motivating goals.